Searching for the Truth

Over and over the same thing happen to me. I don't know if I am done wrong or I am not able to do anything right at all. I admit, I am not coming from a rich family or a popular person during my years in school and I no beauty to impress with. I always and keep saying all these to any person who want to be friend with me, especially to man. But every time too they always say that it is not beauty or wealth that they seek. That is the beginning, all seems good and promising.

Then, in the middle of the new fresh relationship all those good and sweet talking become dull and exactly the opposite. For a small and tiny misunderstand, it somehow leading to a bigger crisis and more complicated. Not that the two heart have lose their love or faith to each other. The only thing that they might lost without they even know about is communication and trust.

How can a relationship will last long if those two heart seldom to talk and not believe in each other? To be loved and to love, one need to have trust and faith to his beloved. Love is not suppose to let his lover being sad or get hurt. To love someone with all your heart, you must learn how to accept her weakness and try to be comfort to each other. Tell her all your feelings and never skip anything that bears in your mind. If there is a secret not been told, even it only tiny matters then the relationship will never last for long.

This is what I try to look for, for all these years. I may have found the one man for me but he is not surely can accept me as who am I. He may said that I am beautiful not for the look of my face but he is attracted with my lovely heart. I don't know whether he is telling me the truth or just try to keep my heart for his. Now, I keep wondering to myself if I am ready to take seriously in this kind of relationship or just blindly belief those words that come from his mouth. But the one I am pretty sure that I have to listen to my heart. It is the only thing that I trust now, as there is still hope for me to keep this relationship last longer.