Grandmother visit

It supposed to be a day of just me and my mother, my father and my sisters. Although I am not doing anything, I stayed home (so as now); doing house chores and others. It was a day after my father was not at home.

That day he came home early and said he got call from kampung; told that my grandmother is sick and need to bring to the hospital for check up and injection. That noon my mother is still not came home from school and my father had to rush to kampung. I am not went along so I stayed home and wait for later news of my sick grandmother. So that afternoon my mother is picked up by my sister. Late evening my father arrived home and guessed who is came along? My grandmother.

Looked at her condition, I could tell she got bad flu. My father had to bring her home because he can take care of her until she recovered. It is weekdays and it means working days; and that also it is me who will take care of her at home. I can't say no or objected for the task. It is just I am not so getting along with my grandmother. I don't know either she would allow me to take care of her. It is going to be a challenge for me as a daughter and a granddaughter.

But she only could stayed at my house for three days only. You know, old people can't stay away long from their own bed. But for the whole three days on took care of her, I have learn a lot. Old people is so sensitive and need more attention at all time. She may got little choosy but in the end I can understand her very much. I may have done great job in taking care of my beloved grandmother but one thing I will bear in mind that at any matters, mother will only want her children to take care of herself. That is the one most important cure for a sick mother.

So now, if you still have your mother with you, pleased her and try to make her comfortable because we don't know when she will be gone someday. Mother's love is the something we can't buy with money and her children are the best cure ever.

I always LOVE you, Mom!!

Searching for the Truth

Over and over the same thing happen to me. I don't know if I am done wrong or I am not able to do anything right at all. I admit, I am not coming from a rich family or a popular person during my years in school and I no beauty to impress with. I always and keep saying all these to any person who want to be friend with me, especially to man. But every time too they always say that it is not beauty or wealth that they seek. That is the beginning, all seems good and promising.

Then, in the middle of the new fresh relationship all those good and sweet talking become dull and exactly the opposite. For a small and tiny misunderstand, it somehow leading to a bigger crisis and more complicated. Not that the two heart have lose their love or faith to each other. The only thing that they might lost without they even know about is communication and trust.

How can a relationship will last long if those two heart seldom to talk and not believe in each other? To be loved and to love, one need to have trust and faith to his beloved. Love is not suppose to let his lover being sad or get hurt. To love someone with all your heart, you must learn how to accept her weakness and try to be comfort to each other. Tell her all your feelings and never skip anything that bears in your mind. If there is a secret not been told, even it only tiny matters then the relationship will never last for long.

This is what I try to look for, for all these years. I may have found the one man for me but he is not surely can accept me as who am I. He may said that I am beautiful not for the look of my face but he is attracted with my lovely heart. I don't know whether he is telling me the truth or just try to keep my heart for his. Now, I keep wondering to myself if I am ready to take seriously in this kind of relationship or just blindly belief those words that come from his mouth. But the one I am pretty sure that I have to listen to my heart. It is the only thing that I trust now, as there is still hope for me to keep this relationship last longer.